Quote Originally Posted by nudist
it took some more years before I read about BDSM, to understand that we had practiced SM as such
Hy nudist, you are really an impressive switch.
This was the same for me, and so i got extreme euforic, it was like a rush, feeling drunk or something similar.
After understanding what i am and what i liked, i allways hoped to find a partner similar to me, like you do.

For me, hope dies last. There will come a day, when i less expect it, and she will appear.