No don't be sorry hon, your very brave and it shows how strong you can be to come forward.

We all go through the feelings of self loathing and doubt, depression, shame. They can be omg hard to deal with, we all fear rejection that if people know they will think we are tainted or dirty etc. But the fact is what happened to us was not our fault, we are not the one's to blame and we are deserving of respect and understanding and those of us who are lost or in the dark place sometimes can see us when we do stand up and sometimes that can give them hope that it doesn't always have to be that way.

And you know something...it doesn't it really doesn't have to be darkness forever after. We can all be strong again and live life to it's fullest.