To all and especially superiors. Oh the regrets i have, not fully embracing my transvestitism when at a young age, not finding someone to take me in hand and lead me forward into the wonderful world of submission. I had a r/t master at one time, but did not let that go to its ultimate end. BUT then when i look at my vanilla side i do have a wonderful life, with a partner that is beyond my best friend and love, but still there is 10% of me that yearns for the "alternative". So what am i to do? i'm seeking respite and mental adventure in this virtual world of cyber - not as fulfilling as r/t, but here we can let our imaginations really run riot - sad but feasible.