Where did you start?

[turquiose]

I think I had always thought about little things but was afraid to say something. My ex was a jealous controlling prick. Then a guy I had been friends with for years kissed me at a Halloween party (I was completely shocked). Fought it off for about 4 months. I wasn't interested in a relationship after 13 years of hell! Finally, I gave in. Once this man and I began to be intimate I was amazed. It all started with him wrapping his hand around my throat. I loved it. All the things I had fantasized about he was doing! It isn't just sex either! He can put me in a euphoric coma like state with out even penetrating me. In my everyday life I am an authority figure but with him I get to be a helpless woman. His demands and aggressive touch just do it for me.

[donna1991]

although being new to bdsm,i think i knew i was submissive when i used to be bullied at school and actually enjoyed it and got turned on by it