Hello to A/all

I wanted to introduce myself. I'm 39 years old, married and a mom of 2. I've been on this site before over the years, but never steady. I'm not looking for anything in particular. Really, I'm just trying to "find my footing" so to speak. I'm not new to the lifestyle, but admit to having lost something for it due to trust issues I've experienced. I'm looking forward to exploring this site and getting to know some of Y/you!