One sentence- To have been caught by my mom, making a mess in my sister's stolen panties, and forced to surrender all my male underwear for a wardrobe of feminine frillies and be placed on a regiment of hormones only to the degree that my male side is somewhat diminished but allowed to stay functional enough so that my lust can be used as a tool to force me to cooperate while I am methodically trained as a sissy and forced to grow breasts just large enough to prevent me from ever appearing topless as a male.