Yes, I feel depraved much of the time, even though to outward appearances I am a normal appearing mother of two. Being here with other kink-enjoyers makes me feel at home . Even though my husband is a willing participant, he's not obsessed like I am, or maybe I should say he's obsessed with different specific fantasies than I am.

On obsession, from my blog

http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/en.../1466-At-Night