dissapointment and rage flarring a war inside of me and feeling great loss, I compose my resignation in my head as I eat the crumbs offerd me , dissulisiond as one i would follow and give to freely assumes a position without instruction barks out commands without following with instruction is a sadness Im left with for this treatment only takes what one truly desires of me away , my sensuality . I wet my lips remembering his hard deep thrust myself choking on his hard cock for im driven by his cock is the purest of pleasures I seek to serve cock.crawling beside him to the office , I realize im nothing no voice , I look around and all Im going to leave and Im saddened , but driven on by the knowleade that my needs were not even a mear thought , the mess would not have occured if he was doing his job.I feel jilted and cold as we make our way to the office were ill put words to paper .