I start , thinking omg there gona need blood , but I dont wnat that , but I must if i want my Master in me as he should be , what can I do I say over and over , than it hits me , oh gosh ill need to ask master if he knows needls so he can help me make it through tomorrow. I write a note to master asking him for the help I only trust him to do and with , I set in on his night stand .