What's a Stray to Do?

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In my opinion, it seems like you may be experiencing what is commonly refered to as sub frenzy... It seems, and i might be wrong, that you are not new to this lifestyle! But new to having a Domme??


There are some great threads about it on this forum.

It felt to me like i found my sexual switch and it just wouldnt switch off!!
And, yes, i have experienced all this to be addictive.

*grin* i still walk around in shops, wondering who might be into BDSM, who is not allowed to cum, who has a toy inside them....etc....
Maybe because i look absolutely vanilla (and i suspect people around me would never believe i even know about BDSM) i know how decieving looks can be. And it has become a little game for me.
Im not too sure it's wrong. Maybe only if you lose your impulse control....?

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I'm not sure what you mean by "Maybe only if you lose your impulse control." That is, if I lost control over my impulses than what?

Someone else wrote me a private message calling this little --um-- problem 'sub-frenzy' too! That makes me feel so much better that there's a name for it. I was seriously starting to wonder if there was something going seriously wrong with me. Of course saying I'm in a sub-frenzy doesn't mean there's nothing wrong with me. It's just an apparently common thing.

I'm not new to the thoughts at all. I don't think I've had a sexual thought (an effective sexual thought) that wasn't submissive in my entire life. I've been invited to play a few times in my life, but have never sought anything out actively until recently. And now it seems I'm going crazy. So I'm not new in thought. I write tons of stories and read a lot about it, but only recently have tried to find experiences.

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[QUOTE=Ceight;968306]I'm not sure what you mean by "Maybe only if you lose your impulse control." That is, if I lost control over my impulses than what?



I simply meant losing control of your good common sense. If you would do anything to 'scratch the itch'.
I have seen subs willing to forget about all that is truly important to them......in the heat of the moment.