Thanks for the overwhelming support for both of us. It means a lot to me at least. Thanks especially for the multitude of PMs & emails.

Yes if katie stays away from me for good as she's threatened to, my life will never be the same again. I've never met anyone like her- she's a pain the ass sometimes, but has made me feel alive like I never thought possible.

I'm not going anywhere- I'm not one to give up easily, I'll just be a bit quiet for a while.

I have my dear friend Jane to talk to- her bf left for no apparent reason as well, so we have found solace in each other as usual.

As for you katie, if you ever read this- I'll be here waiting for you.
I could never forget you.

Tojo