Thanks for all the positives... I lost my high when I got home but that is another story, I am glad the family here is so great...

Let's see... without going into a long story, an old friend invited me to come visit and watch an interrogation scene which a group of his friends were doing.

While visiting for the weekend my friend I had the opportunity to participate in some play time and enjoying the company of a couple who were open and honest with everything which only helped me to make more sense of who I am and what I need. The weekend ended up with me spending an extra day since my subspace high wasn't really condusive to driving...

I experienced some firsts, needles, fire, single tail which only made me want more. Each tool has it's own characteristics and when used properly can cause a pain which makes you fly so high you don't really feel it. I'm not a pain slut by any means but I know I loved every bit of my weekend and hope not to wait 4 years before returning.

I think it is safe to say I am a natural submissive and won't feel complete until I can find the person who know what it takes to put me in my place.