Ozme and Tojo - it is what makes you great Doms.

Part of prayer of mine might be protect me against non great Doms, but another might be protect me even more against the really great ones!

Thinking back to an online relationship which ended in tears for both of us. It was just so perfect. The relationship was too organic to be able to halt in one place, so it had to either blossom into a full blown real life one, or we had to say our goodbyes. We had this great plan which was that we would step it down to just being good friends. Hmmmmph. Each time we tried that it failed completely. The history and the mutual care and attraction was just too strong. A complete separation was the only way we managed it. It is my sincere hope that we will one day be able to resume an exchanging Christmas cards/birthday cards and outline news type of relationship because it would mean so much to me to know what he is doing, and I think I really would dance for joy if I heard he had found the perfect woman for him. But right now, as I type this I can only once again feel that pain of separation, and know for certain that a complete break was the only way we could do what we both had to do.

cariad