Hi I'm Joe I'm 19 virgin to bdsm but I have watched plenty of videos, researched, talked to a couple of people and have figured out what I would like to try. I want to try castration play (I love the idea of a woman tying me up and forcing me to watch as she puts an elastrator band on my balls and the base of my cock and just making me watch it turn purple while insulting my size and saying things like well now you don't have to worry about other girls laughing at ur tiny dick and I can't believe how small u r and do u really think u could pleasure me with this little dick and etc), I also like ball torture being kicked or kneed or crushed or squeezed, peephole play (putting super long flexible tubes way way way way deep inside so as to put water inside me urethra), and I like the idea of being forcibly pegged in front of other women who just sit there and laugh at me and say awe look at his little dick getting hard as we fuck his ass and etc