Hello Sir,

i don't really think i am what you are looking for as i have had a lot of experience both online and r/l , but as i read your post i did find something a tiny bit confusing, which may be why you aren't finding what you are looking for.

as i read you kept jumping back and forth between sub and slave. There is quite the difference between the two, maybe if you clarified on which you were actually looking for, you may find you actually find what you desire.

Just a suggestion Sir, i am hoping i have not step over the line by suggesting, if i have i am sorry

hugs snowflake