Clamps on the clit?

[yama]

My Dears,

I am new and very young and unexperienced. I may be conceited to start a new thread, but I can't fit it in any other one. My BDSM life with my friend and lover Lila is peculiar and doesn't remind those that I am reading about here. We are rather friends than anything else, even if I am her submissive, without doubt. Any doubt is dispelled when she takes the whip. :-) But she always uses a tender tone, not calling me "slut" or anything. I would accept it, but I like it more this way. I enjoy our relationship very much.

However, I can do with some online humiliation, too. I met a gentleman in Yahoo! Messenger who was in seek for an online sub. I humiliated myself before him, and he took the Dom role. It was exciting. I was called "unworthy slut" (I enjoyed it), I was stripped and punished. He wanted clamps, at least clothespins. Well, clothespins is hardly painful at all, but Lila uses curtain clamps on my nipples. I applied them as my punisher wanted, tight on my nipples and then flipping them. I enjoyed being in pain. It didn't occur him to use the clamps in the most painful way, taking them off and putting them back repeatedly, continually renewing and even increasing the sharp pain. Lila can lead me to orgasm with this method.

So far, so good. But when I had to go and thanked him, his farewell words were: "Next time the clamps will be on your clit."

I am frightened. Not of the gentleman, I am not obliged to obey him. It was my choose to go into the role of the sub, and I didn't promise to continue. But "clamps on the clit" sounds sinister for me. Lila never uses my genitals for punishment, just for pleasure. So I am very uncertain. Clitoris is hypersensitive, I can't imagine myself putting a clamp on it. Even the thought of doing it fills me with sheer horror. I am afraid of being inadequate for the role of a sub.

Am I just peculiar? Is my clit extraordinarily sensitive? Or am I simply a coward?

Lila whips me regularly and rather painfully and I am never afraid of it. This is the first time I have fear in BDSM.

Please teach me. I am a kid after all.

The more I want to say is that English is not my native language and I am not sure in the expression of "curtain clamps". They are metal things which hold the rings that are sewn in the curtain. They have strong springs and dentition and can bite the flesh very sharply. I endure them on my nipples without any difficulty.

But on my clit?

Thank you if you take the time to read this, I will be grateful for any answer.

Humbly

Yama