Pain

curled on the bed shaking, hating what ive done
a woman so caring and loving gone,
the friend she was lost
a friend and mentor lost through my stupidity
feeling the pain rising in my chest
as i know its all my fault
as i know theres no going back
huddled in a ball trying to fight
this cold emptiness
the emptiness of a friend lost
wishing i could go back and change it
knowing i am the cause of this pain

fallen....