ok here goes. i'm very new to the scene,both online and r/l. however i have a wonderful master although we've only gotten together recently. i haven't seen master in over a week. the last time i saw him i was told to mastrubate daily. i did for a few days,then i stopped. i kept getting frustrated. see i'm also on restriction, he's not going to touch me until i deserve/earn it. now the time i'm going to see him is coming up soon, either tomorrow or friday-- and i'm nervous as hell because i've deliberately disobeyed him . at first i knew i did it b/c i wanted to see his reaction, now i'm just nervous as anything b/c i believe he'll be mad when he finds out. now here's where i need advice-- do you think he would be less angry if i told him myself i've disobeyed him or wait until he asks-- what would you do if it was Your submissive/slave that decided to push you or test their boundaries with you?