first of all, no i have not disobeyed again. i am on best behavior. but i have a question for you all. what would you do if you knew you could not expect to be touched sexually or allowed to have sex for months most probably? you've been given a list of things to learn and theres no way you can do it with the limited time you get in under a few months probably. i know what I would do. i am currently ramming my head against the wall. i dont think its helping though