Just wondering if any of you ever feel this way, this is still very new to me, to both of us for that matter, and I know we both have a lot to learn, but some days I feel like I am screwing up every time I do anything.
I am not sure how to express this to him, unfortunately we have little time to talk, most of our communication is through e-mail and it's hard to really express how I am feeling that way, not to mention I'm really not all that sure about how to tell him without telling him what to do.
Don't get me wrong, there are times when he makes me feel really good about myself and what I have done, and I enjoy the time we do get together, but other times I find I get so discouraged with myself that I have to talk myself out of just throwing in the towel.
I am just wondering if this is a common feeling, am I being over sensitive to criticism? In the past guys in my life just walked out on me and I never knew what I did wrong, but then I never knew what I did right either. I find it difficult when I have done something right and it doesn't get noticed, but rather what I have done wrong is pointed out to me instead. I want so badly to just stomp my feet and remind him of all the things I have done right for him...but I know better than that *smiles sweetly*