First sorry for my maybe sometime ungrammatical english.
Since is not my native language I'll keep this short.

Eros and Thanathos, love and death, is an erotic mix for me.

I have erotic fantasies of snuff, sex and violence, some set in (pseudo)historical exotic background, like women worshipping ancient fertility goddesses with young human sacrifices (i don't dislike exotic interracial sex).
I like particurarly the thoughts of expert, ruthless women committing sex acts with kids (of both sex),sometime helped in this by a man.

Well i found these extreme fantasies very exciting, but i don't think to be necessarily a sadic-pedo-serial killer-woman for that.

fantasies are just fantasies; you known they can be very strange, extreme, something disgusting for someone, but, if not real harm occur, there's no crime in thinking, speaking or writing about them.
Censorship is always a bad thing.

You belive that i'm a disgusting woman for what i've said or what i think?

Nobody here share my strange, twisted fantasies?

A kiss.