I am new on here and still finding my way around......
I have always been submissive since I was very young and I just recently have found out what it is. I'm trying to understand it better and I have always felt that I'm just really strange. When I was younger I loved to play house and I was always the daughter who got in trouble for something and ended up getting spanked..... as I got older I still liked to play this role an I am not sure why.....
I like to be the submissive one being dominated and even restrained but I'm not into the whole being gagged or my nipples pinched or getting whipped anywhere other than my butt...... is this, what I'm describing even really BDSM?