"Absence from the person you love is only healthy in theory." ~ Greg Evans I hate missing him….HATE IT! That “distance makes the heart grow fonder” crap? HATE IT too! I need him here…home…NOW…tangible…his fingers threaded through my hair, demanding and coaxing from me his every need and desire. His urgent whispers, the euphoria of final surrender reflected in his deep blue eyes…I need it all…now… Damn this distance ...
So I sit and wait. My days are filled with the eternal waiting game,... time zones cause havoc with my body clock....I search and trawl, waiting for the glow of an icon telling me someone has thought of me enough to make contact. Stolen moments...a quick encounter....a glimpse of flesh..a dirty word...a kind touch. Self inflicted debauchery and pain.....a need insatiable. So high you get me ..so zoned I become.....We watch the clock....racing time..trying to fit it all in. Rushed ...
My Dom must be superior in his mind and heart; he must not be afraid of me even deep down where he thinks I cannot see. ~ Submissive Sadie Don’t be afraid of the dark secrets harbored in your soul…I can see them in your eyes. Give to me the same trust I have surrendered to you.
O shame! where is thy blush? Rebellious hell, If thou canst mutine in a matron's bones, To flaming youth let virtue be as wax, And melt in her own fire: proclaim no shame When the compulsive ardour gives the charge, Since frost itself as actively doth burn And reason panders will. ~Hamlet 3.4.87-93 Yep...I want him THAT bad
When dealing with people, remember you are not dealing with creatures of logic, but creatures of emotion. ~Dale Carnegie I have always been an emotional creature…many times to my hurt. I don’t relate to people in the confines of the norm. I don’t meet people… I feel them. I’m not talking about first impressions as most consider it, but the meeting of spirits that occurs (if we allow it) when we come in contact with another. This odd way of living my life ...
Updated 11-27-2011 at 07:21 PM by hoosakitty
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." — Marilyn Monroe Remember, when u call me a brat....i'm worth it
My Mistress Mistress Magie Noire was a kind, understanding, beautiful, patient and loving Mistress. She was one of the heart, willing to only take what was given. She never pushed She never angered without reason. She was many peoples everything, as She was selfless. She gave me everything i needed and more, i do miss Her still so very much. She was manys protector as She was mine. Then became my owner, soon after She collared me, soon after that i was branded. She never asked ...
At times, it is strangely sedative to know the extent of your own powerlessness. ~ Erica Jong To be powerless...the ultimate eroticism of all submissives. But sedative? Yes, i think so. When confident in the exchange of power...to know that the one you have given over to has your life in their hands, and will do only good and wonderful things with it. How calming and soothing that can be--no performance anxiety, no wondering if your good enough--just the sacrifice of one's ...
"How much has to be explored and discarded before reaching the naked flesh of feeling." -- Claud Debussy How long do you know a person before you can be honest about the way you feel...they way you felt all along but didn't have the fortitude to admit it to yourself? How long before you are brave enough to reach out and touch this "naked flesh of feeling" that you felt from the start? I plan on finding out...
When the combination of all needs are met through the Dominant mind, the true satisfaction of the submissive need is met from her strengths to endure, to overcome and to heighten her every sense of being. ~ Amber where is this person? am i a selfish sub for expecting satisfaction?...not just of the body, but of the heart and mind why should i settle for the mediocre, when i want to be part of a whole and satisfying, mind-blowing experience