It's in BDSM chatrooms. It's in BDSM Blogs. It's in "How To Do BDSM" sites. I'm speaking of bullshit. Nope - the argument about the difference between a slave and a submissive isn't any newer now than it was ten years ago. Your opinion about the same isn't newer, either. Y'know the difference? If you actually talk about it you're full of bullshit. Enjoy your online life. Oh yes, the discussion about "real slaves" vs "online slaves" vs "natural ...
I first wrote this almost 20 years ago. I put it away and recently brought it out. It needs updating, editting and reworking. This is the beginning draft. She had been trying to find a job for the better part of a month. Finally, in desperation, she answered the unusual ad in a small local weekly paper; the ad advertising a position as a light housekeeper and companion for a well to do gentleman. It really wasn't the sort of job she was interested in ...
Updated 09-24-2008 at 11:02 AM by TheDeSade
tools used: a purple dildo and i was going to use my glass dildo(but thought i can just use one for both holes) water based lube total time of this assignment was 40mins...(i did keep the toy in and just clenched around it but not for task) Well something was said in chat about clenching (pussy muscles) after a link to a toy site was displayed in the chat room lobby. Well to make a long story short, a little task was presented to me about a way to get stronger ...
It's a blog! I am not a fan of blogs. Generally, they are filled with trite bullshit and idiotic emoticons. This will be no different. My mood? Pretty much it's "Fuck Off!". What am I listening to? "Fuck Off! by Fuck You!". I don't like people. There. That's a blog entry. Chances are, if you're reading this...well, you're a people. See above. More entires? Maybe...if I remember and care enough to post. ...
I woke up this morning in a foul mood, I don’t know why, I had no reason to be, I just did, it happens sometimes and then life goes on, no big deal really. I spent the early part of the day trying to occupy my time and distract myself from my mood….didn’t do a very good job of it, my mind kept wandering to “I need something...but what?” My mood did finally change as the evening went on and I never did figure out what got under my skin to begin with, but I did learn ...
Alone Alone, I sit here by myself An unread book upon the shelf Filled with thoughts and so much feeling Heart and soul inside me reeling, Tempest tossed upon the storm, Looking for a haven, warm. Your smile, your smell your presence near It soothes and calms my aching fear The treasured touch, a gentle hand Like water poured upon parched land It purifies my soul with fire, ...
sitting on a bench by a lake tossing rocks into the water.. my mind wandering, only hoping for the sun the set and able to return home by then. Unaware of the man approaching and looking up in surprise as he sits next to me. He is friendly and the glimpse of sudden fear quickly retreats. A bit subconsciously straighten my short skirt.. tug on the blouse, just trying to relax and not look so nervous, not nervous because of fear, but because the mans closeness making me self conscious. He spoke quietly ...
I guess it is about time to start. My Master has required me to start blogging, as a way to serve her better. I have never been one to blog...way too personal to let others read your desires and fantasies... I am finding it hard to serve my Master. She is very demanding and likes to push my limits. I seem to be serving more punishments than completing tasks.
i recently opened up here and of course fell flat on my face. oh yes some say that i did it on purpose that i set myself and everyone else up for failure. perhaps.. perhaps i'm the one who just does all this to satisfy my masochistic side inside myself. Never-mind that i truly do not think i have a masochistic bone in my body. Perhaps a craving to be hurt at times to someone who likes inflicting pain, but nothing more.. there is no yearning or craving for pain. I was told i'm running away ...
Posession Like sunlight dancing, warming skin That liquid flame that builds within Passions desire to just give in Surrender will and trust to him In his hands if find such bliss, My own control I do not miss. Arousing presence fills and burn Submission deep within me yearns He owns me body, mind and soul Possessed is complete and whole