~ willow ~

Oh, to be dragged through the wringer in more ways than one…. When the emotional strain becomes physical and you fight with all you have because you know it’s worth it. The push and pull of loving and surrendering to another…when you give your all only to wonder if you should take some back. When you lose where you end and he begins. When the future seems bright and dark at the same time…showing promise one minute and the destruction of you the next. When your heart aches when you’re together, just as much as when you are apart.

But…oh, to be cherished and reassured. When his words stop the roller coaster and allay your fear. When gently you’re brought down to earth, to lay at his feet…craving to serve him. When your desire runs hot and he relishes all you offer. And you offer because you belong to him…because every fibre of your being is drawn to him…and most of all, because he demands it.

When he makes clear his wish and all you can think of to say, is ‘Yes’.

For my Master…whom I love with all my heart.