hoosakitty

With your lips not here I kiss rubies to remember.
When I can't sip from you, I put my lip on the cup's lip.
Instead of reaching into your sky, I kneel
and take handfuls of earth.
~Rumi

This heart is such a complicated thing… full of wants and desires…never fully satisfied, never filling up. I want my heart to be full!

It’s true that that the hunger can be sweet…and the meat sweeter…but i am tired of this hunt, the wounds…the endless searching and clawing for something to satisfy, if only for a moment, the aching inside.

And i do ache…deep and raw…where i can’t be reached by even the most sadistic of touches. Who can fill me? Who will try? Who won’t be afraid of this hunger?

And as my mind turns its circles, i wonder again…has he already found me?