satisfied

OK, so just to give an update so that i'm not getting anymore advice onthis subject,(thank you to those who tried to help. i do appreciate it) BD has moved out. Turns out that we just really, really don't like eachother and it has just been pure stubborness that has kept us from admitting it up to this point. He seems to be okay. I'm okay. it's amazing but we are acting better toward eachother now than we were when we thought we were spending the rest of our lives together. I have long wondered if we would be better friends than lovers. Turns out that may very well be correct. So we're okay and (amzingly) relieved to be apart. So here starts the next chapter in my life! Wish me luck!