I haven't, yet, but you catch me on a day when my future will be decided. I do have kids and I love them without reserve. Other things work perfectly and always have done. The thing for me though is this other thing keeps coming up and no matter what we do to resolve it, it never really changes. Do we bother? What do we do? Each of us has to make our own decisions. But everyone in this world has the right to be happy.