Hello again all. I have certainly enjoyed all the responses since this thread has been re-opened. I would just like to add a little thought I had while reading them.

For me, its not about the release. It's about the humbling effect denial has on me. How it reminds me of the fact that my Master owns all aspects of my life. He alone has the power to grant or deny me all things, and even when He denies me, my love for Him grows, my submission deepens, and I learn further control of mind over body.

He doesn't do these things to be cruel to me (well not really *wink*) but to help me grow. Through Him, i have blossomed as a submissive and a woman. For that i will be eternally grateful to Him... Thank You Master!

Master's tehya