Ahh, fellow slaves......I, unfortunately, have a different response to orgasm deprivation. In that other thread slavelucy brought up, LostOne described her episode as, and I quote:
I had to tell him if I was close to cumming. Sometimes he would tell me I had permission to cum but other times he would continue the stimulation but tell me over and over I was not allowed to cum. I learned to stop my orgasms on command. The problem was I had a really hard time learning to cum on command.
Unfortunately, that is sort of like my experience. The more I had to hold back, the harder it became for me to let it out! Any thoughts or suggestions on why that happened?