*Hugs Mishka*

It is the worst feeling in the world to feel like you are invisible and that your prouncing around trying to get noticed and he is not looking or caring.

I would like to add though that not all men always have sex on the brain, there are some men out there who really don't and two people with very different sex drives is difficult at the best of times.

The pep talk though it is not your fault babe, there is nothing wrong with you, you are not unsexy or a monster or any of the millian other things that cross your mind when again you have been rejected.

I do not see how any husband who cares about their partner and their marriage could allow this to continue without at least trying for a compramise. I'm not simply talking about physically but emotionally it is so much harder to recover from.

I hope that you can find a way to talk, scream or whatever and show him that the icing on the cake for him emotionally is probably the thing that is pushing you closer and closer to the ink on the divorce papers.

I hope that didn't sound harsh. Love to you Mishka, hold your head high and never forget that you are beautiful.