i can understand a bit but not completely teddybear.. It has to be frustratiing..

But i think that Sir_Russell and ElectricBadger are steering you in the right direction..

You may be attraced to one certain type of man.. but unfortunately we don't always get perfection..

Maybe try Mr. Wrong physically.. you never know, a bond may build between you... looks are not always everything.. but even if a bond does not come out of it, you may have some fun and find some relief from some of your frustrations..

just a suggestion

hugs
snowflake