Today I am extremely frustrated about being gay.

They say about 10% of people are gay. I can only think of chubby, cute, hairy guys as sexy (really, I have no interest in anyone else. Like for exampel Keanu Reeves or whatever, they are sexually as intersting to me as women, they dont tingle any sense whatsoever. Only if they have a certain cuddly cubbish cuteness to them I get horny. But then I get horny as hell lol.)

So I am just able to find a extremely small amount of people sexually interesting. Then they also have to like people like me and they need to be interested in domming me, as that is really important for me.

Sometimes I curse that, for example today I had to work 10 hours with that awsome, cute, chubby, hairy, bearded, funny guy. Big arms, big belly, big tits *melts away*. Just so sad and frustrating.

Anyone else had thoughts about that?