emi,

Most sub understand your feelings and it seems the best ones have them, I call it subbie disease. The problem is when your picture of yourself is set by the media or Madison Avenue that you are in real trouble. Why do you think that the models super or otherwise are so screwed up. My self I don't like skinny women, yet that is what we are lead to believe is sexy.

Be yourself, work to do what is right at all times and you will be better then 98% of the population.