I just want to add that this is something I have had an issue with all my life. I understand that my Dom loves me and would NEVER think those things of me. Actually everyone around me says the opposite of what I think. Yet some how in my head I belive the negitive things. After reading all these and mostly Ozme52 I realise that everything will be ok.

Having said that. Low self confidence and esteem is NOTHING to shake a stick at and is usally something that is deep rooted and is not easy to fix. No matter how much praise someone get it will still be there mocking you.

I know now that I just have to keep my head up and keep trying.