Thanks for your response Millie. I couldn't find that memorable photo either.
I would like to view her again, and if possible, a front view of her face .

Can you describe, as best you can, what the double dildo lift felt like?
Why did your ex want to try that on you? :-[ This was a stupid question. Of course I know...

Did you want to do it? Did you have any physical consequences after it?

My hat's off to you for having the trust in your ex to cross that scary frontier.
:woman: