Slave Rule #6: To receive pleasure, i must earn it.

This reminds me of the time I asked Daddy to fetch me a glass of Coke because I didn't want to unwrap myself from my warm cocoon. It probably wouldn't have been so bad, except I told him he should do it naked. This was after he'd already fetched the blanket for me because I was cold. *ggls* He brought me the drink, albeit fully clothed. *pout* However, he muttered and grumbled about it the whole time. I kind of felt bad. Then, he did something totally unexpected. He brought me 2 pieces of homemade fudge. He put the bowl in front of me and told me he'd gotten it for me but that I didn't deserve it. *frown* I looked at the fudge and wondered if I should even eat it. I thought that not eating it would be worse since he'd already given it to me. I ate it, but I wondered the whole time what would happen to me if I did. I tried to offer him a piece, but he wouldn't have it. I felt guilty for days and days afterwards.

The moral of the story, I guess, is that I now try harder to be deserving. At least, I try harder not to be undeserving. *ggls* I must admit that I do love it when he does things for me, like bring me dinner on a tray with the food in a divided dish so that nothing runs together. *nods a lot* I also love it when he hand feeds me off his plate. In return, I try to remember to help him clean up after dinner. It's only fair since he did all the cooking. I hear a lot of people have to ask permission to cum. I don't have to ask. I can have as many orgasms as I possibly can as long as I tell Daddy when I'm cumming. There's been an addition to the rule which I'm having difficulty remembering only because I get stupid when I'm cumming. lol I'm supposed to keep telling him when I'm cumming for as long as the orgasm lasts. It's very difficult to think coherently, but I'd really hate to be undeserving of pleasure......I mean...what if he took away my orgasms? *cringes* Or worse? What if he made sure I had the best sex ever, only to tell me afterwards that I didn't deserve any of it, and then, he rolled over and went to sleep? EEK! It shouldn't be so hard to remember a simple thing like telling the man when I'm cumming....cumming.....cumming......not cumming.