Slave Rule #14: i will not hesitate when responding to my Master. my focus is important to my growth.

This rule realy could not have come at a better time since Daddy and I are discussing our problems communicating. I may be able to jump up and make coffee or tea right away, but answering the ever persistent question, "What are you thinking?" isn't so easy as one might think. For one thing, I don't always want to share what I'm thinking. It's an invasion of my privacy. One likes to think that their thoughts are their own. I suppose my thinking is faulty in this regard since rule #11 states that my mind is the property of my master. To that end, I suggested that Daddy punish me if I looked like I wasn't telling him something. In this way, I'll have motivation to change bad behavior. Although my will may be very strong, old habits are hard to break on my own. If I am to grow in my submission, I must relinquish the control I've been stubbornly keeping over my thoughts. I must hand them over when he asks and do it immediately, before I have a chance to slip him some other random thought that I don't mind sharing.

As far as obeying orders, I have no problem. If he tells me to go to his room and wait for him, I go and wait. I don't ask why. The only time I might have a wee bit of a problem complying is during play. *grins* It's very hard to willingly raise your bottom for another blow from the belt when all you really want to do is squirm away.