I need the pain, the humiliation the punishments as much as I need to be loved, to held, to cum.

With my previous in person Masters I have been known to go out of my way to have cause for physical punishment, am guilty of attempting to manipulate my Masters towards my own end.

I guess not many of us could say we haven’t tried, some of my Masters have been quick to realise this, and have been able to determine the two ways I can be punished in which I get absolutely no enjoyment.