good_girl,
I have been riveted for the last 20 minutes going through your posts and the responses from others.
Your story of survival and realising your true self is amazing. As one with a disability, I can identify with what you have gone through. I also can relate to it from the pov of watching my sister raise twins as a single Mom [the twins are in their mid-20's now and Mom is 45].
You've given me stuff to think about and possibly an idea of how to present myself out there as someone who complements a Domme.
Thanks for sharing and by all means KEEP WRITING. It's fantastic.
From a fellow Canadian. (Yes, there are English in Quebec.)