Better late than not at all but....

Rads is mine . Aug 14 2008, 8:47 am
Today is the official first day that I have accepted Radiance as mine.
My being jaded , this was a difficult obstacle for me to overcome.
Past relationships .. Of many kinds and levels have tainted my thoughts on them
We have known each other for several years, only recently conversing more often.
Getting to know each other more.

I have found her to be compassionate, understanding , warm? and we have very similar needs and experiences.
We are the same age.. And though they must be explored more.. I think we have similar interests so perhaps we are very in synch with each other.

I look forward to the time we will share with each other as an only online relationship..
It is doubtful we shall meet due to our situations? I had been wanting someone with whom a mix was possible. But I need her now. And I feel she needs me.
Wants even.

She has brought a smile back to me when she appears. I have needed that kind of smile.
She has shown me that she wishes to please, and give without my having to be concerned or worried on what is to come as I have done in the past.

She will be filling a need that I have and time that I have to give someone who will be appreciative of that time and responsibility. I wish to show her that someone can be nice and still be Dominant with her. Watch over her.. Help her in the ways which I am able.

I have a strong need to have someone with whom I can be both open and Dominant.. Someone who understands that this need is more than just a mere physical craving.. It's a mental desire. Something needed for me to function . It's not about being sadistic or being sexual.. Those are fringe benefits. Chuckles. She Will be This person.

I shall end for now with :

Radiance , You are Mine.
I'm proud to have you.
~ Wolf.