Analyze this?

[samm]

Isn't it a fairly simple question?
Why do I seek submission? Because it turns me on. If I wouldn't be arroused by submitting and all the things involved, I probably wouldn't do it at all. Why do you think it is important to discuss between D and s what the sub is willing and not willing to do? He/She will not easily do those things that don't turn them on in any way. For me it's as simple as that.

[sadiej]

That is a question that I have poneder for a long time. I found that I asked it of myself more when I was denying my true nature as that of a submissive. The more I fought the yearing and desire to reliquish control, the more out balance I feel.

I seek submission, to be free. Every other area of my life, I am in control.. always in charge. Giving that power and placing myself in the hands of my Master gives me the opportunity to let go that I would experience otherwise.

It is a thrill and a terror. The rush of feeling his power over mine. His will instead of my own.

I have found the answer to this question does not rest in my "logical mind"... it is answered with my submissive soul.

[MissConfused]

That is a question that I have poneder for a long time. I found that I asked it of myself more when I was denying my true nature as that of a submissive. The more I fought the yearing and desire to reliquish control, the more out balance I feel.

I seek submission, to be free. Every other area of my life, I am in control.. always in charge. Giving that power and placing myself in the hands of my Master gives me the opportunity to let go that I would experience otherwise.

It is a thrill and a terror. The rush of feeling his power over mine. His will instead of my own.

I have found the answer to this question does not rest in my "logical mind"... it is answered with my submissive soul.

sadie said it exactly as I feel
I want to release all control of myself
To explore my fantasy knowing someone else is doing it for me

As you know my hubby has no interest in BDSM so I have been serving a Master online
His commands are something I would not have done except I find the results are SO fulfilling, as he said I "have a glow afterwards" and he is right
So I overcome my fears and trepidations and surrender myself to the command
Isn't it what we all do?

[lucy]

Thanks to all who replied for their input. However, i obviously got my question completely wrong (and misunderstood Mistress Kat's questions). My apologies

I know why i want to submit, why i am seeking submission. Answering those questions wasn't too easy, but a necessary step to go ahead. That wasn't my question.

What i wanted to ask was: Why should i think about "why am i a submissive"? I was talking about the reasons for my "submissiveness", not the reasons for my submission, which is a result of that submissiveness.

(Btw: Do gays think about why they are gay? Do heterosexuals ask themselves why they are hetero? Should they?)

oh my, i don't think i did a better job this time than in my first post.