Analyze this?

[lucy]

Thanks to all who replied for their input. However, i obviously got my question completely wrong (and misunderstood Mistress Kat's questions). My apologies

I know why i want to submit, why i am seeking submission. Answering those questions wasn't too easy, but a necessary step to go ahead. That wasn't my question.

What i wanted to ask was: Why should i think about "why am i a submissive"? I was talking about the reasons for my "submissiveness", not the reasons for my submission, which is a result of that submissiveness.

(Btw: Do gays think about why they are gay? Do heterosexuals ask themselves why they are hetero? Should they?)

oh my, i don't think i did a better job this time than in my first post.