...her slave tried to kill himself rather than be there. What disturbs me is that she has no escape clause of any kind. How can someone predict what they'll want in ten years? You can believe with all your heart that this is your ultimate fantasy and such, but what if you stop consenting eventually? She even talks about it in her stages about being horrified, depressed and such.

I understand that people really enjoy humiliation. I enjoy helpings of it at a time. But I desire it now... if at any point in my relationship with my Master, if I stopped liking it, then we would talk and it would be adjusted. It just seems so obvious to me that if you have to go so far as to remove objects that could be used for suicide, then something is wrong.

Maybe it's just me... I could personally never give up talking ever again, and never ever seeing my friends or family, nor could I do 24/7/365/forever chastity lol. Like, when I read this woman's article, it comes off as a fantasy story... one which is very impractical in real life. There are obviously people who like this, and that's perfectly fine with me, lol. I hesitate to say "are turned on" by this, because of the chastity >_> Like, I am turned on when I wear my chastity belt... but I know it's coming off eventually and that wet pussy will be put to good use xD

And xD That sludge food she recommends feeding him... idk, maybe it's just because I'm not into that. I can see the draw... but... it's like, you get off on it without ever really "getting off" >_>

So, not trying to offend anyone over here, lol, just sharing my thoughts on this. I didn't think this bit was very healthy either, "If by the end of this phase your slave is not covered with visible signs of his punishments (i.e. bruises, burns, broken skin, etc), you are not being hard enough on him. He should be in VERY rough shape after this phase." along with rubbing feces -deep- in his ears and eyes? itchy skin? is that healthy?? I also didn't love the tinier things, like washing yourself with dish soap and steel wool? Wouldn't that really irritate your skin?

Or, "Then, squirt a generous amount of dishwasher soap into his mouth. He swishes it around his mouth with his tongue; then I insert a standard toilet brush into his mouth. Twist it around until bubbles foam out the sides of his lips, pull it out and have him rinse with more toilet bowl water. Watch the color of the spit – if there’s blood, you were too rough. The entire process takes about 2-3 minutes." and, as mentioned, having his teeth removed?

Again, I could just be off base, but those things sturck me in a negative way.