Quote Originally Posted by AdrianaAurora View Post
he hurt me so many times, that something inside of me simply snapped. They say that the definition of madness is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting the same results
I have come to realize that much of my hurt was self-inflicted. I'm a masochist, after all. Instead of giving him the benefit of the doubt, I chose not to trust him because I don't trust men. He was right. What chance did he possibly have? I don't know if there was anything at all he could've said or did to convince me to trust him. Combine that with the high expectations of how domliness should be....and the reality of life constantly getting in the way.....and you have disappointment waiting to happen, which it did, which just proved to me that.....he was right again. Self-fulfilling prophecy and all that.

I think you mean that insanity is doing the same thing over and over but expecting different results. I'm insane. *nods a lot* They say crazy people don't know they're crazy, but they're wrong. I saw the same behavior pattern occuring this time around, and I'm determined to stop it. I can't control him, but I can control how I react...sort of.