I have done this sort of thing before (not with Ocean) Its okay for about 5 minutes and then I get SOOOOO bored. Everyonce in a while if I do sort of an out of body experience I can do okay. I get Domme feeling about... ocne every few months. The only person I have ever really been able to Domme was Dhyanna (don't tell, shhhhhhhhh) and I think its because I know exactly what she likes so I can go off what I have seen/heard.

All in all.. I do not really enjoy it... it just doesn't fit me... it feels sooo awkward. And I do not knock Domme/male sub. relationships.. but in my head, for me.. I can only get the idea of Dom/femalesub. ... I hope that does not sound offensive... but in my head its not "right" for a female to Dom a male.... but when I see it here, it doesn't bother me.. I just can't get myself to do it.

I suppose I am too dependable upon a man? who knows.

Sera