Quote Originally Posted by pixie_piper View Post
so as i posted like...just a few minutes ago...i recently split w/my master. he was cheating on me. i can put up with alot of things. that's not one of them. he tried to justify it by saying i was playing with other ppl online to satisfy my age fetish. THAT WAS HIS DAMN IDEA IN THE FIRST PLACE! i bet he gave me permission to do that just to justify his fricken cheating. anyways sorry...venting...anyways to the point. i haven't been masterless in a while. i feel like a little lost sheep and it makes me really uncomfortable. have any of you ever experienced something like this? how did you deal with it? sorry i'm complaining so much. i'm just...ugh i dunno :-(
I am sorry for what happened to you. All I can say is that many who were divorced from their Master or Mistress for one reason or another, describe the feelings of being at loose ends that you do here. Some even seem to have lost track of who they are, or how to take care of themselves.

I wonder if there have been a thread on this on the library?

Not having tried it, I can only suggest that you take real good care of yourself and yes, talk it through for as long as is nessecary. Also to learn from it.

I hope you get answers from people who have been there.

You will get through this!