so as i posted like...just a few minutes ago...i recently split w/my master. he was cheating on me. i can put up with alot of things. that's not one of them. he tried to justify it by saying i was playing with other ppl online to satisfy my age fetish. THAT WAS HIS DAMN IDEA IN THE FIRST PLACE! i bet he gave me permission to do that just to justify his fricken cheating. anyways sorry...venting...anyways to the point. i haven't been masterless in a while. i feel like a little lost sheep and it makes me really uncomfortable. have any of you ever experienced something like this? how did you deal with it? sorry i'm complaining so much. i'm just...ugh i dunno :-(