I am a loner, even through I hate that word to describe myself. I can't recall ever feeling lonely. My theory on people who feel that, it must be something deep inside of them. They say you can be alone in a crowd of people. I also felt I am never alone. Except when I was growing in my teens when I had these feeling about bondage and I use to feel alone, that there was something wrong with me and I was the only one with these feelings.