Sometimes I wonder if there is something wrong with me because I always think of super kinky fantasies involving my wife. Many years ago I had this idea and we expressed doing it while in the middle of the event. Never discussed it before or after. Well I discussed it and verbalized during my dirty talk every now and again I would say we were going to do it but then never did. Well it finally happened Saturday night. My wife finally made me do it. I'm excited right now thinking about it. I'm new to this. I'm not into the pain or life style really. I just really like being kinky and dominated during sex and nothing else. Recently we bought anal beads and we used them on me. We had a few times and I am taking baby steps towards convincing my wife to dominate me. So Saturday she was giving me oral and I said "when I cum take it in your mouth and then make me kiss you". I had said it a few times the last couple weeks but it never happened. She looked at me and said are you sure? I'll do it!! My response was yes do it you are my master and I'm your slave. So at the first shot she glided over and gave me a big kiss. During the moment it was kind of gross but it has turned me on all week after thinking about it. I think I may ask again tonight. I want to drop it on her tongue and chin and then have a big kiss.
So is there something wrong with me?? Why oh why do I want to do this kind of stuff. I think I watch too much porn. Do others here go down this avenue? Is this normal for kinky people?